out of cocoon

hi! i was in my cocoon and i was happy, i was in my "chora" (Kristeva) and i was happy, but anyone who is coming out of "chora" is dangerous. I have always dreamed of a novel (which i still didn´t write) of a very talented musician, a passionate musician, who gets fury if the music was interrupted without his own will. Maybe he gets a suicide bomber, if the ipod has an interruption of a few seconds and especially when it was playing a beautiful peace of music. I don´t know, i still didn ´t write the novel...
So what I wanted to write? Yes, yes I know now. Yesterday I have heart by chance professors at radio in Vienna speaking. It was like in the 19th century. Once I have read a joke about Vienna. "If the end of the world comes, then you have to go to Vienna, because in Vienna you will have it 20 years later." I have laughed. Yesterday I have thought, this joke must be corrected, you can live there 200 years without danger, there will be no change...
One of the profs has used the word "Naturvölker". I couldn´t believe that he has used this word. The subject was the same stupid subject of caricatures. Imagine a european city in which the university profs have a more conservative view than Bush administration. I don t say anything more... No comment.